newlyweds.! :)

Suppose that nak post benda nih awal2 raya ari tuh..tp since baru online guna laptop skrang, baru bley create this post..hehe..my previous post semua i used phone je.. :D oh btw, Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin..ampunkan salah silap saia kalau ade terkasar bhsa, tersilap kata..nobody's perfect..dan halalkan makan minum saia..sama2 kta berubah ke arah kebaikan, mencari hidayah-Nya.. inshaAllah diberkati.. Aamiin.. :')

The newlyweds.? :) Congratulations to my cousin.! dah sah jadi isteri org on 24th of August 2012 bersamaan 6 Syawal 1433 Hijrah.. tamat sudah zaman single dia..hehe..ikut urutan sepupu, dia sepupu yg ke-4, n me, yg ke-5...so since 4 sepupu keatas semuaaa suda kawen, so family menunggu giliran saia, sepupu yg ke-5 nih..ngaaa.. =.=" most of people ckp kat mak, "tak lama lg, turn kau pulak buat majlis cmni, Noli.." maknanye, diorg maksudkan haku lah tu, n konon2 mak haku bakal buat majlis cmtu gak utk haku..ngaaa.. =.=" lama lg saia nak kawen ye pakcik2 makcik2..calon pun tarak..saia tunggu hubby saia, Yong Hwa, habeskan concert tour dia..haha.. :P  

ini saia punya namja-chingu (boyfriend in korean).. Jung Yong Hwa oppa..don't disturb him..sekian..kbai.. :P

*iklan sekejap*

done with merapu..hahahaha.!! now nak tunjuk gamba2 during the majlis akad nikah n during majlis walimatulurus..banyakkkk gmba actually tp tak larat nak upload semua dlm blog..kalau nak tengok lagi banyak, can view on my facebook..saia upload semua photos dlm facebook since nak tag most of family..kalau nak tengok n rajin nak tengok lah, kalau taknak, tak payah..hehe.. :P

me n mom.. :) yg hujong cinonet tuh, my anak buah, Qaleef..so cute tp nakal..hehe..org suruh dia dok tgh2, kat tepi gak dia nak..aiiiyooo.. =.="

like a boss.. :P my anak buah again, Qaleef.. :)

the newlyweds..congrats Kak Ija n Abg Ain.! :) 

me n mom again..pink adalah tema during akad nikah.. :D

me n the bride..cute kan dua2..? haha :P

congrats again to both.! :)

mak with her cousins n her youngest sister.. p/s: yg baju merah tu bakal berkahwin hujung September nih..hee

"nah.! bagi auntie bau ketiak.!'' another niece of mine, Firzan..yg ni, byk ckp..sepatah kte tanye, berpuloh2 patah dia jwb..haha..letih nak melayan.. =.=" 

all the cousins.. :)

The Cousins again.. :D

Mi Familia.. :D nih tak full lagi nih..kalo full, mmg tak muat stage pelamin tuh, kang runtuh plak..hahaha.. :P

time majlis2 mcm ni je kesemua family gather, tak kira from semenanjung ke, sabah ke, another part of sarawak ke..and that was awesome.! :D family from miri yg jaranggg jumpa pun ade..also from sibu n limbang..ade gak from brunei tauu..hehe..family kteorg sgt besar..ade yg aku tak kenal, tp diorg kenal aku..haha..ye lah, last jumpa time i still baby comel2 gitu..skrang i dah besau pun comel2 gitu..hihi.. :P

and one thing for sure, i love my big happy family..the most precious thing I've ever had in this entire world..semoga Allah S.W.T melindungi keluarga ku..Aamiin.. :")

havoc & collections

first of all, nak ucap terima kasih banyak2 to those yg tolong doakan my mom and tak putus2 bagi semangat kat aku, mostly cousins belah ayah & close friends..especially Mr. Screen Protector..muahaha.. :P thank you so much sebab keep calm me down and guide me apa yg i patut buat..bagi kata2 semangat, remind i utk makan and make me smile, for sure.. :) *lotsoflovetoyou,Mr.* :D and also especially, Miems..yg alwayssss whatsapp me..bagi kata2 and ade lah mengarut2 cket..hihi.. *lotsoflovetoyoutoo.!*.. :D syukur alhamdulilah atas doa dan semangat dari semua, mak getting much better..syukur..alhamdulilah..bersyukur ke atas Allah S.W.T..semoga always sihat..Amin YarabbalAlamin.. :) satu pengalaman yang kalau boleh aku taknak lalui lagi..takut bila tgk keadaan mak mcm tu..i was too busy taking care of her sampai aku lupa nak mkn..sampai aku tak leh tido malam, sbb nak make sure she's okay..mak, don't make me scared to death like that again..please stay healthy..huk3.. :')

our family from Sibu dtg..my Nek Usu, adik bradik nenek, skali dgn anak2 & cucu2 dia..since last Tuesday..tp dah balik Sibu balik pagi tadi...rumah kat kampung dah sunyi balik..kalau tak, rumah mcm pasar borong tgh melelong barang je..heee.. :P paling best, ade baby..waaa..his name is Muiz..anak kepada sepupu mak..aku pun tak tau nak kategorikan dia ape utk aku..hahaha..mak ckp, sepupu aku..sepupu pown, sepupu lah..ngeee..he's so cute.! mula2 sampai rumah, takut..nanges..tp few hours lepas tu, dah boleh berlari and babbling dlm bahas dia sendiri..muahaha..geramsss..! nak geget2.. =.=" uhuk..

"nama saye Muiz..saye nakal..dan saye suke maen Angry Bird.. :D "

nakal..tp bukan nakal yg bahaya..biase lah budak..lari sane sini..umur dia setahun lebih..dulu 1st jumpa dia, dia still baby..tak pandai jalan ag..asyik sengih2 bagi senyuman menggoda..ngee..now jumpa lagi..dah pandai jalan,tp berckp dlm bahasa yg dia sorg je paham.ngee..still cumel bucuk2..dan still boleh bagi senyuman menggoda..wuwu.. :D game favorite, Angry Bird..kalau dia tak dpt bunuh "menatang ijau" tu, dia mesti marahhh..kaki dah ready nak masok laptop..wakakakakaka..! xD kelakor ar mung ni, Muiz.. xD tp dia dah balik awal pagi tadi..uhuk..gonna miss him..kalo nak culik dia boleh gak kan.? hihi.. :P

oh..hari ni pegi bookstore Popular kat Tun Jugah..tengok org shopping pakai voucher, mcm ke-jeles-an..huk3..kalo tau dpt voucher tu, mesti aku sengaja meng-extend-kan study..hahaha.. T.T so,today, i have to buy all books, with cash..tsk..tsk..well, dpt buku yg best..tak sabo nak baca.. :D

70 Wanita Terbilang di Zaman Nabi Muhammad SAW dan 25 Pahlawan Islam.. :) nak contohi wanita2 itu, dan nak carik suami yg ada ciri2 pahlawan Islam..InsyaAllah.. :D all and all, around rm50 je..tak mahal..berbaloi..currently, aku nak collect banyakkk buku2 macam ni..so makna nya, kena tukar rak buku lagi besau la dalam bilik tuh..ngehngehngeh.. :D

tapi ade satu buku ni..nakkkk sangat...duit ade nak beli, tp takut kang tak dpt nak beli barang keperluan lain..

here it is..Sword of Allah,Khalid Bin Al-Waleed..the greatest military generals in history..Subhanallah.. :') tetiba rasa terharu plak..uhuk..nak sangat2 buku ni..uhukuhuk..it's okay..kumpul duit cket2.. :D

tadi jumpa Miems jak..buat sistem barter tepi jalan..muahaha...she borrow my books, and i borrow her book..

thanks sayanggg..coz bagi pinjam buku ni..hehe..insyaAllah, jadi muslimah sejati..Amin.. :))

Salam..

p/s : the goodbyes are what make the hellos so wonderful..oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to..tough that doesn't mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care..Mr.ScreenProtector.. :)

my day :)

sorry for the late.! busy jadi bibik 2 3 hari ni..hehehe...nak update hari ahad lepas, tapi kalau dah balik rumah pun pukul 11 malam, jgn harap aku nak bukak laptop..dah la tired gila babss..~ =.="

last Saturday..for those who know lah, is my day..alaa..my day..bukan majlis pertunangan or majlis nikah aku..rilek bai..i muda lagi..10 tahun akan dtg baru la i nikah..bahahha :P..last Saturday is my birthday..and Aimi's birthday.. :D I am 22 years olddd... oh my..~ getting old.. =.=" mak asyik bebel, "dulu time mak umo 22, mak dah nikah..dah almost nak dpt baby, which is awak.." =.=" stress gila bila mak mula ckp pasal kahwin2 nih...ingat aku ni dah umo 32 ke hape.. =.=" dahhhh..forget about that..

anyway, Happy Birthday to my self and Happy 18th Birthday to Aimi.. :D she's my cousin, also my best friend..kepala ngam habes..buat jahat pun same2..hihihi..so, time Saturday lepas, we celebrate it kat Damai Beach Resort.. :D since dia ade modul (one of uitm activity), and dia habes modul pukul 6, so me, Ashraf & Qaedi meredah hutan2 dan bandar2 dari Damai ke Uitm Samarahan..perghh..sakit gak punggung aku drive lama2 mcm tu..dah la tengah period pain..sobsss.. T.T then, time way balik ke Damai, we did something..hahaha..biaselah saye kan, umo dah 22 perangai mcm belasan tahun..awet muda..hehehe.. :P ade pakwe2 hensem, ape ag, aku and Aimi confirm "feeewiitt2.."..haaa...ko ingat lelaki je boleh usha perempuan..perempuan pun boleh usha laki tauuu..hahaha..since aku dah lama single, and Aimi baru je single, so line clear..satu perasaan yg teruja hadir dlm diri bila buat perangai mcm tu..bahaha..*okay.ignore..* =.="

i'm 22.. :)

she's 18.. :P

the was so nice and adorable and awesome.! thanks, mak, for the cake.. :) kalau korang perasan, jumlah lilin tu adalah utk umur 40 tahun..ade 4 lilin besar..hahahaha...sebab mak ckp, 22 tambah 18, jadi 40..so tu jumlah umur kteorg..hehehe..pandai nye, mak.! :D thanks, again, mak..!!

then next morning, jalan2 cuci mata tepi pantai and main kat taman kanak2 with my lovely cousins.! aww.! iloveyouguys.! :D..also pegi ke kampung halaman mak no 2, Kampung Buntal (kampung no 1 adalah kpg panglima seman ulu) :) lama dah tak jalan2 kat situ, so cuci2 mata kat situ gak..byk perubahan..tp makanan2 laut sah2 banyak gilss..cuma tak dapat nak mkn seafood je..huk3.. here comes the picture.. :)

aku mcm mamarazzi plak..haha..they both mcm couple dari jauh..hihi.. :P

jyeah...i love you all.. :))

this little boy is soooo cute.! berlari comel gilaaa..waaa..rse mcm nak je pelok..tetiba rindu kat my nephew, Awish..huk3..

i'm chubby and i know it.. =.="

spiderwoman..? hahahaha

kanak2 ribena...muahahaha..

welcome to our house.. :)

ada Hospital Normah kat kpg.buntal laaa...hahaahah..*sape org kuching mesti tau Hospital Normah...hehe*

mommy, auntie and cuzzies... :)

the Hassan's+Jalaiha's grandchildren.. :) Al-Fatihah to Atok and Nenek..we miss both of you so much..

my mom, the one and only... :)

dah berbulan2 mak plan celebrate my birthday kat Damai..even semasa aku praktikal lagi dia dah plan..also nak buy a cake, cheese cake yg aku suka..so because of that, dia save some money, just for my birthday..not for else..thank you so much, mak..mak dah sacrifice too many things for me...gamsahabnida, omma.! saranghaeyo..! :D

a great weekend..with cuzzies.! sepupu semua sama kepala..and aku plak terasa muda bila ngan diorang..hahaha...satu je, i just can't believe, yg aku dah berumur 22..huhu.. :)

pa gik nak dipadah ow.? pandey lost ndah aku..haha..kepak juak ku klaka lepeh jak2..klaka sarawak gik..hihihi..k lah..nak chow chin chow..jadi bibik balit.. :P toddles.!

my boy birthday.! love! :D

constantly, boy you played trough my mind like a symphony..there's no way to describe what you do to me..you just do to me, what you do..and it feels like i've been rescued..i've been set free..i am hypnotized by your destiny..you are magical, lyrical, beautiful..you are...~ and i want you to know baby..

i, i love you like a love song baby..~

i, i love you like a love song baby..~

i, i love you like a love song baby..~

and i keep hitting repeat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat...ooo..~

no one compares you stand alone..to every record i own..music to my heart that's what you are..a song that goes on and on..~~

i, i love you like a love song baby..~

i, i love you like a love song baby..~

i, i love you like a love song baby..~

and i keep hitting repeat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat..ooo...~

.....*lalalalla...nyanyi suara ala2 Selena Gomez...teeheee... :D *

today, 5th December 2011..setahun sudah umur..hehehe..yup.! my boyfie.!.Happy 1st Birthday to Areef Darwish..!! my cute and lovely and adorable nephew..! setahun dah umo dia..but still, belom pandai berjalan..still merangkak and try to berdiri sendiri..so cute..!! :D 

mcm cepat lak masa berlalu..mcm baru semalam Kak Mila nikah..which is on February 2010..then pregnant, bunting pelamin.. :) then 5th December 2010, lahir lah seorang bayi..my nephew..how i am so glad to have him in my life..my light..my sweetheart..he will always be my boy.! :D and now dah 5th December 2011..dah setahun umur dia..agak nakal, contoh suka naik tangga lah, naik kerusi lah, segala benda dia nak naik..org makan, dia nak mkn jugak..tp good boy jugak sebab jarang buat perangai..jarang nangis...nangis time dia lapar n nak susu je..paling best kalau dia ngantok, sanggup tahan mata kepala jatuh2..eiii.! geram aku..hahaha..aku suka sangat cium dia kuat2 pastu mesti dia geram, mcm nak jadi hulk pun ade..hihi..comey ape..last2 aku gak yg dia gigit, yg dia cakar..pipi aku pernah jadi mangsa habuan dia..kuku tak lah panjang, tp sekali dia cubit, mak datok, leleh gak air mata...huk3..

Awish.! auntie love you so much.! may Allah s.w.t bless you, and dipanjangkan umur..jadi anak yg baik okay..jadi harapan mama n papa..and jadi anak buah harapan kepada auntie gak..hihi..auntie nak Awish jd flower boy auntie nnti, time auntie kawen..promise me keh, syg..iloveyou.! no word can describe my love towards you, baby..thanks Allah, sbb bagi dia dlm family kami.. :')

mesti mula2 korang ingat real boyfriend..baahhaha..tolonggg laa..takde masa nak ber-boyfriend dulu..huhu.. =.=" ni bukan setakat boyfriend, tp teman sehidup semati.. confirm.! memang tak kan pegi dari hidup aku..hanya Allah yg dpt pisahkan kteorg.. :') once again, Auntie love you so much, Awish.! be my boy forever.! :'D

p/s : happy 22nd birthday to Ana (my ex-classmate)..may Allah bless you and have a great year ahead.. :)

glory day.! :)

it's Raya & Merdeka 2011..! yeay.! :DD
sorry for the late entry..dah masuk hari ke-2 raya dah pun..uhuk..ingatkan nak update mlm before raya tu..tp disebabkan teramat busy mengemas rumah, menyusun kerusi2, mem-vacuum rumah, dah segala macam lagi lah..then heading to kampung, tolong mak sedara masak2..pheww.! letihhh..uhuk..malam raya tido pukul 5 pagi..bangun plak pukul 8 pagi..mau tak letih.? tsk.tsk..tak cukup tido den..muka sembab *tp tetap cantek*..hehe.. ;P

raya tahun ni, agak sunyi dan sedih..sbb family kteorg baru kehilangan seorang ahli which is bagi kesan sangat2 dlm kat kteorang..my nenek, dia meninggal bulan Februari tahun ni..and this is our first time beraya tanpa nenek..rse sgt2 kehilangan..selalu nya, mesti nenek bising2 tengok cucu2 dia sebok tolong dia masak padahal kteorg most of the time jd tukang tengok and mkn je..hee..then nenek akan bising2 jugak if kucing2 dia kacau dia buat keje time mlm raya tu..and time tgh masak2 ari tu, kteorg ade terdiam skjap, sbb terasa hilang sesuatu..mcm tak complete..but then, kteorg teruskan jugak kerja..and move on..yg hidup, teruskan hidup..yg mati, doakan lah utk kesejahteraan dia di alam sana..Al-Fatihah...

okay..tak nak sedih2 sangat..nnti nenek pun sedih.. :') time masak2 tu, byk hal betul.. =.=" i mean, bukan hal yg serius..tp hal yg buat kteorg gelak..hihi..lama dah tak hang out ngan family masak sama2.. :) aku plak dok terlalu syok sgt masak, skali tangan terkena minyak panas daaa...sedappppp..sangat2 sedapppp.. =.=" dah la tangan luka before ni sbb terkena pisau time potong bawang..pastu kena plak minyak panas..best kan.? uhuk.! nah aku tunjuk jari yg kena minyak panas...

nmpk kan mcm gelembung2 kat jari tu..sakitt..dah la tangan kanan..yg luka kena pisau tu pun tgn kanan jugak..rase lumpuh kejap bhgian tangan kanak..uhuk..~

okayy..malas nak layan sakit..takut keje tak siap..so i go on je tolong masak..then, around 10.30, semua lauk2 dah siap.! :)) then mak ajak pegi beli brg jap kat Satok before balik rumah..yerp..Satok still open, sampai pagi..hebat kan.? mesti diorang letih gler2 on the next day..hihi..raya punye pasal..dan aku plak, sempat beli lagi 2 helai selendang dgn harga yg superb.! maklum lah, malam raya..lelong habis2an..hihi.. :)

pendek citerlah kan..i have something to say..

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin...to all  bloggers, my friends and sesiapa je lah yg kenal aku..hehe..maaf dipinta if ade terkasar bahasa dalam mana2 entry aku..ye la, manusia selalu buat silap tnpa diorang sedar.. :) halalkan makan minum ye..hope semua beraya dengan aman dan happy..jgn main mercun over sgt..kang hilang jari sape gak susah, diri sendiri kan..jgn mkn ikut nafsu, nnti sia2 je puasa sebulan turun berat badan 5 kg, last2 baru sehari raya dah naik 5 kg balik..hihi..okay..tu je lah kot..kpd mane2 kwn yg terdekat, silalah dtg ke rumah saya ye..jgn malu2.. :))
dan Selamat Menyambut Hari Kemerdekaan jugak..Malaysia dah 54 tahun..yeabba..!! hihi..bukan selalu dpt sambut raya sekaligus dgn merdeka skali..and AGAIN, jgn main mercun byk sgt..sygi lah diri sendiri keh..ceewahh..hihi.. :))

raya pertama, eventough tak cukup tido, tired and muka nmpk letih..i'll try my best to look fine dan natural beauty..yebba..! mesti korang nyampah dgr kan.? bahahha.. :P

comey dok.? comey kan.? bahahaha..! *pfftt..tolong muntahhh*.. :P setelah make up-make up..letak eyeliner, eye shadow, mascara n lipstick, and walllahh..~ tak la nmpk sgt muka tired even badan sgt tired..uhuk..tema this year, pink & black.! hehe..baju aku ade 2 color je tahun ni, which is pink & black..utk 1st day raya, guna pink..2nd day, black..simple.! hehe.. :) si dia tanye, aku guna color ape ari ni..aku ckp, pink..smbil sengih2..hee..then dia ckp, mesti aku look sweet with pink..aww...terasa bangga kejap..bahahaha.. :P

then, pegi kpg..ziarah kubur nenek & atok..bersalaman dgn ahli2 keluarga..pastu petang, pegi rumah Mak Angah..suka sgt pegi rumah mak sedara aku yg sorang ni..sebab ade Tom.! hee.. :D ye la..aku tak de kucing sendiri, aku pi la culik kucing org..huk2.. :P smpai je rumah Mak Angah, carik2 mane Tom..my cuzzy ckp Tom kena jail kat blakang, sbb dia main hujan tadik..halooohh.! kesian bucuk aku yg sekor nih..uhuk..tapi time aku dok sedap2 minum smbil tengok tv and borak2 with cuzzy, tetiba terasa 'moving carpet' kat tgn aku..aku dok atas lantai je..malas nak ayu sangat dok atas sofa..hee..rupa2 nya, si Tom dah dilepaskan..hee...Pak Angah ckp, Tom mcm tau2 aku dtg..dia terus pegi ke pintu & buat muka kesian..alololo..so sweet..syg Tom ketat2.. xD meh aku tunjuk gmba Tom keh..hari ni dia over active cket..maybe sbb dia gembira gak kot, hari raya..hihi.. :P

aww...dia sungguh sangat amat comel..!! xDD hari ni dia looks fine and gojes.! tp bulu still basah ag..sape suruh nakal sangat pi main hujan..huhu..time aku nak balik n diri kat pintu, dia dgn laju lari2 kat aku..adeh..mane leh bawak balik..ngee..Tom dah sebati lak ngan jiwa aku..i wish i could meet him every day..uhuk..tp takpe, ade gambar pun dah okay..leh tengok hari2..hee..mcm org bercinta plak..baahaha.. :P

okay..that's it for today..nak tido dah..ngantok..kena refill tenaga yg hilang balik..esok nak bgn awal lagi, nak bersiap2..sebab si dia nak dtg rumah..can't wait.! toddles.! :)) ♥ ♥ ♥