Asssalamualaikum and Hi my fav space! hehe
Today is 21.02.2021..
kacak gila tarikh kannnnss~
and today marks the end of my semester 10 wuuuhuuu..baruk settle paper ECO pagi tadi..tetiba tegerak hati nak bukak blog yang sekian lamakkkk woiiii sik bukak hahahahhaha
last post was 2016, 5 years ago..gila ehh 😂😂
and today, suddenly rasa nak berblogging gik hehe
since i like to write and kinek tangan dah sik brapa ok gilak nak menulis panjang2 dalam diary, might be i would prefer to type in this jak lah nak ooo..
Tooooo many things happened for the past 5 years..~
but since masa berlalu dengan sgt cepat so sik berasa dah 5 tahun..
in summary, apa yg dah jadi sepanjang 5 tahun dalam hidup aku?
2016 ya start kerja dengan sigek kilang yg owner nya adalah ex-manager first kilang aku kerja, which was 2012 and that kilang do recession on 2014..the ex-manager bukak kilang baru and nya ambik pekerja2 lamak nya yg nya cayak hehe :)
The past 5 years mcm2 jadi and below, i'm going to sump it up for future references ceeewahh~
2017 ditunggah utk exam for state gov of Sarawak <3 ..ada 4 fasa: fasa 1, ujian bertulis; fasa 2, ujian penilaian (consist of presentation of critical thinking, public speaking, physical test and team work); fasa 3, ujian psikologi and last fasa 4, interview..i passed all the fasa dengan jayanya, and alhamdulillah on 19.02.2018, melapor dirik to this one jabatan...finally dpt kerja tetap <3
But during the end of 2017, i was diagnosed with having depression and severe anxiety..i resign from that current job, tanpa ada arah tuju..time ya lom dapat gik kerja tetap, baruk lepas interview dgn state and belum tauk nasib gik huhu..early feb 2018 baruk received offer..so aku resign tanpa ada kerja lain as back up..
that was one of my darkest moment sepanjang aku hidup..pegi jumpa psychologist etc..i dont want to remember saat2 ya gik..actually lamak duhal aku nahan rasa ya, tapi time ya dah sekpat tahan so terklua semua, without i realized about it..mala nangis, bekurung lam bilit, tengah2 drive aku boleh nangis out of nowhere, nak makan sekda selera, and paling terok, i almost lost my faith to Allah s.w.t :(
Allahu jaik lalu rasa time ya hmmm
but suddenly, an history of Surah Al-Insyirah lalu kat may fb timeline...Allah masih sayang <3
but hey i survived! eventho kinek kdg2 dtg juak rasa ya ehehe..~
then on 2018 i upgrade my own life..dpt kerja bagus syukur atas doa mak..also upgrade my car dari myvi ke jazz, upgrade my phone to ip8+ setelah sekian lamak ingin mok ada iphone hahahahha..~
dah boleh beli brg yg lamak2 tok setakat tgga jak huhu..and dah boleh belanja mak makan stiap kali klua <3 dah dpt beli handphone k mak juak..and kinek dlm proses beli rumah, yg lebih besar n selesa for both of us <3 sik nikah pun sekpaaa happy gik camtok wehhh hahahah
2020 marks another level of life to all of us, pendek crita untuk seluruh dunia lahhh..with the pandemic strike, lockdown etc, wearing a face mask is mandatory, cannot travel here and there, padahal mekduak mak dah plan nak g umrah huhu..
hope this year 2021, will bring a light to all of us..for the mean time, stay safe and stay vigilant ya! <3
p/s: mok ator balit blog tok lok, with now, officially my blog is under construction okeyy~ hehe
