Cry

Crying.....is the most easiest way for me to let it all out.....~ :'(

a happy ending ;)

Done with my most favorite movies...all of the sequel, and I'm gonna miss it so much..lepas ni dah tak tau nak tengok sekuel ape dah, sbb Harry Potter pun dah abes..tsk..tsk..

I don't know sejak bila minat this Twilight things..even mula2 Twilight klua cinema dulu pun, aku tak tengok..tak ambek port pun..haha..but then, tengok kat tv, tetiba berminat pulak then terus mintak tolong pakcik Google..teehhheee...then, jadi no 1 fan of Twilight.. :) I have all the books; Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn..sanggup kumpul duit beli semua tu.. :D then after 1st sequel, Twilight, tak miss tengok every next sequel kat cinema..hihi..but then, watching this Twilight things, remind me of someone..we watch Breaking Dawn part 1and all the previous sequel together, and i hope can watch Breaking Dawn part 2 dgn dia again, but i guess the Breaking Dawn part 1 will be our last movie together..takde lagi dah lepas nih.. :) by the way, never mind..just forget about it.. :) and dah tengok the final part with my laling Miemahhh..~~kteorg tgk on 2nd December, tp movie dah on cinema on 22nd November..hehehe..~final part, buat aku terawang2 kejap..haha..berangan dapat husband romantik mcm Edward tuh.. :D
and the ending, was awesome..such a happy ending..and aku suka part last skali, Edward and Bella dudok kat tengah2 rumput yg bunga2 cantek tmpt diorg slalu ngedate tuh, then Bella pegang tangan Edward, then Bella bagi slideshow kat Edward (kira Bella bagi Edward tgk Bella punye memori lah), and memori2 Bella semua yg sweet2, since mula2 diorang kenal, then couple, then how Edward protect Bella till the end, then diorang kawen, honeymoon, and Bella pregnant (even pregnant tak mcm manusia normal), then have a cute child..ngaaa...so sweet..hope me and my future husband (which i don't know who he is), dpt create sweet moment camtu gak, utk diceritakan kpd anak2 cucu2 cicit2 kelak.. :D *berangan*..teeehhheee...tipu lah kalau pompuan tak berangan dpt husband sweet, romantik, baik kannn..and tipu lah kalau pompuan tak berangan perkahwinan yg happy (maybe ade gaduh2 cket, tp gaduh boleh eratkan hbgn) and sampai akhir hayat kan.. :)

oh btw.! sorry lambat hupdate belog..hihi..maklumlah dah jadi wanita bekerjaya sekarang..ngee..lupa nak mention, ye, saya dah mula bekerja sejak bulan October hari tuh..mungkin dah suratan rezeki kot, mula2 dpt keje kat Parkson, then tak sampai 2 mggu kat situ, dah receive offer dpt job kat F&N..yahhooo..so keje di Parkson hanya 2 mggu...haha..and currently, I am one of F&N Malaysia staff, work as a Quality Control, which is memang related habes with my study time diploma dulu... :) i admit that, keje kat F&N agak men-stress-kan diri, ye la, nama je dah gah, syarikat besar..so kena bagi komitmen banyak utk kerjaya saya ini..haha.!(ayat poyo mampos..) but I love my job, still new dlm dunia kerja ni, so still tgh menyesuaikan diri dlm suasana keja..and keja aku plak asyik nak mereject produk je, then sign byk dokumen tiap2 hari..then kena perah otak crik source of problem kalau produk bermasalah..kdg2 tiap2 mggu ade meeting..haiyaa..but at least, aku dah buat diri sendiri busy, takde dah fikir hal lepas2..Alhamdulilah rezeki dr Allah S.W.T..aku lebih happy sekarang, dgn keja2, officemate yg kepala tak betul, also with my bestfriend and my family..and oh, my adopted child, Afiqah..dah sebulan lebeh tak jumpa sbb busy keje..mummy miss you, dear..tsk..tsk..

plus, InshaAllah panjang umur murah rezeki, aku sambung Degree, secara PJJ(pengajian jarak jauh), kat USM..so means, keje sambil belajar..hope boleh smpai Master lah ye...Amiinnn..~~ :D

esok I'm officially 23...so Happy Birthday to myself.! :D

Goodnight, tido awal, esok nak keje..Assalamualaikum.. ;)

Love of my life :)

Name : Dayang Nur Afiqah binti Awang Muhd Nur Faizul

Date of birth : 15th September 2012 (03:39pm)

Thank you Allah S.W.T for giving her to us..a healthy baby girl.. :)

And congratulation to my best best best bestfriend in this entire world, Sel, dah dapat baby girl..dah jadi mak dah ktk ehhss...hihi.. :D

Dulu before mak dia deliver dia, we predict that "ni mesti baby boy"..since mak bidan ckp tu baby boy, n doktor pun cakap maybe baby boy..tengok2, baby girl yg klua..hihi..tak kisah lah boy or girl, janji dia sihat walafiat, and both mama n baby selamat..Alhamdulillah syukur.. :')

Here come's her picture.. :)

Baru 1 hari..tp mata dah besau bukak..hihi..looks alike mcm her mom..mulut dia, mata, alis mata.. so cute and dainty.. :D

Hari ke-4.. :) 

Hari ke-5

Hari ke-10.. :)

Hari ke-10.. :)

Hari ke-13

Hari ke-13.. :)

Hari ke-13.. :)

And she's getting cuter day by day...awww..!! Mummy loves you so much, baby..mummy would do anything, just for you,my dear..may Allah S.W.T bless you.. :D

p/s : her daddy practiced her panggil her own mom, Mak..and panggil me, bukan auntie, but Mummy..Afiqah ada 2 org mak..hihi..i wanna be her mummy angkat.. :') <3 p="p">

Thought..

Once you have been hurt, you're so scared to get attached again, you have a fear that every person is going to break your heart.

And that's me.. :)

newlyweds.! :)

Suppose that nak post benda nih awal2 raya ari tuh..tp since baru online guna laptop skrang, baru bley create this post..hehe..my previous post semua i used phone je.. :D oh btw, Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin..ampunkan salah silap saia kalau ade terkasar bhsa, tersilap kata..nobody's perfect..dan halalkan makan minum saia..sama2 kta berubah ke arah kebaikan, mencari hidayah-Nya.. inshaAllah diberkati.. Aamiin.. :')

The newlyweds.? :) Congratulations to my cousin.! dah sah jadi isteri org on 24th of August 2012 bersamaan 6 Syawal 1433 Hijrah.. tamat sudah zaman single dia..hehe..ikut urutan sepupu, dia sepupu yg ke-4, n me, yg ke-5...so since 4 sepupu keatas semuaaa suda kawen, so family menunggu giliran saia, sepupu yg ke-5 nih..ngaaa.. =.=" most of people ckp kat mak, "tak lama lg, turn kau pulak buat majlis cmni, Noli.." maknanye, diorg maksudkan haku lah tu, n konon2 mak haku bakal buat majlis cmtu gak utk haku..ngaaa.. =.=" lama lg saia nak kawen ye pakcik2 makcik2..calon pun tarak..saia tunggu hubby saia, Yong Hwa, habeskan concert tour dia..haha.. :P  

ini saia punya namja-chingu (boyfriend in korean).. Jung Yong Hwa oppa..don't disturb him..sekian..kbai.. :P

*iklan sekejap*

done with merapu..hahahaha.!! now nak tunjuk gamba2 during the majlis akad nikah n during majlis walimatulurus..banyakkkk gmba actually tp tak larat nak upload semua dlm blog..kalau nak tengok lagi banyak, can view on my facebook..saia upload semua photos dlm facebook since nak tag most of family..kalau nak tengok n rajin nak tengok lah, kalau taknak, tak payah..hehe.. :P

me n mom.. :) yg hujong cinonet tuh, my anak buah, Qaleef..so cute tp nakal..hehe..org suruh dia dok tgh2, kat tepi gak dia nak..aiiiyooo.. =.="

like a boss.. :P my anak buah again, Qaleef.. :)

the newlyweds..congrats Kak Ija n Abg Ain.! :) 

me n mom again..pink adalah tema during akad nikah.. :D

me n the bride..cute kan dua2..? haha :P

congrats again to both.! :)

mak with her cousins n her youngest sister.. p/s: yg baju merah tu bakal berkahwin hujung September nih..hee

"nah.! bagi auntie bau ketiak.!'' another niece of mine, Firzan..yg ni, byk ckp..sepatah kte tanye, berpuloh2 patah dia jwb..haha..letih nak melayan.. =.=" 

all the cousins.. :)

The Cousins again.. :D

Mi Familia.. :D nih tak full lagi nih..kalo full, mmg tak muat stage pelamin tuh, kang runtuh plak..hahaha.. :P

time majlis2 mcm ni je kesemua family gather, tak kira from semenanjung ke, sabah ke, another part of sarawak ke..and that was awesome.! :D family from miri yg jaranggg jumpa pun ade..also from sibu n limbang..ade gak from brunei tauu..hehe..family kteorg sgt besar..ade yg aku tak kenal, tp diorg kenal aku..haha..ye lah, last jumpa time i still baby comel2 gitu..skrang i dah besau pun comel2 gitu..hihi.. :P

and one thing for sure, i love my big happy family..the most precious thing I've ever had in this entire world..semoga Allah S.W.T melindungi keluarga ku..Aamiin.. :")

Words..

"Tinggalkan lelaki yg mengajak anda berzina. Because if a man TRULY LOVES you, he wouldn't lay a single finger on you. FULLSTOP. He respects you so much he will protect you from harm."

#justsaying

-Copy from my junior, AinaAqilahYahya-
-Original post from our role model, WardinaSaffiyah-

:)

I love this quote the most....for my dear future husband, wherever you are, please read this and think about it for awhile.. :)

"How is someone going to love you, 

when they don't even love the one that CREATED you"

Allah S.W.T is the one we should turn to..so, my dear future husband, i want you to always love Our Creator, to always make me remember Our Creator, and to lead me, together with you, to Jannah.. InsyaAllah.. :')

Don't worry when she fights with u, worry when she stops, because it means there's nothing left for her to fight for.

:)

I love them both..eternity.. :) k bye. :P

Tired..and back..

I'm tired of crying.
I'm tired of yelling.
I'm tired of being sad.
I'm tired of pretending.
I'm tired of being alone.
I'm tired of being angry.
I'm tired of feeling crazy.
I'm tired of feeling stuck.
I'm tired of needing help.
I'm tired of remembering.
I'm tired of missing things.
I'm tired of being different.
I'm tired of missing people.
I'm tired of feeling worthless.
I'm tired of feeling empty inside.
I'm tired of not being able to just let go.
I'm tired of wishing I could start all over.
I'm tired of dreaming of a life I will never have.
But most of all, I'm just TIRED OF BEING TIRED...

#justsaying

after a few months of being silence,now I'm back.. :) sorry sbb dah lama tak post anything..nak ckp busy sgt,tak lah..just malas nak mem-blog..but now rase nak mem-blog..teehee..Selamat Berpuasa dan Happy Ramadhan 1433H.. Alhamdulilah.. :)

p/s: testing,testing..i wrote and post this using my smartphone..teehee.. :D so after this,i boleh write n post dimana2 sahaja saya berada..awesome.! :D